A cup of tea... anyone?

It's winter here in Melbourne. It is also a wintery stage in my life. My life has come to a mundane stop with not much progress as of yet. It definitely is a period where I evaluate and plan ahead and search in myself God's will for me. As I wait, I will choose to get closer to God. I will honour God this way. While I wait for the right job and the right guy, I will choose to look to God for guidance and strength coz right now all I need is strength and perseverance. They say waiting is the hardest. But, I truly believe everything will happen when I'm in the right mindset and I'm in the right way with God. Because there's nothing else I would rather do than wait. It's all I've got, to humble down and wait at His feet. I realised that all through the waiting, I've unknowingly become bitter with myself and with God and with everyone around me. Instead of seeking and turning to God, I've unconsciously turned away. And as a result, it has made myself worst than bitter. The Lord has promised good to those who love Him. I guess I have to search in my heart to love Him more and honour Him with everything I've got. I will come out stronger than before. I need to trust in Him more and believe in His almighty plan.