A cup of tea... anyone?

Being out of love reminds me that I have God. It's a long story. But I saw it coming, which okay I admit is worst and made u feel like a complete idiot. Well, what do u know... welcome to my pathetic love life. Am I frustrated? Yes. Am I hurt? Yes. I really thought he was the one but hey, I guess not! But all this just reminds me that human beings can fail u but God is always there when u trip and fall.

He's my first love and no matter what, He is always there. Often people speak about their first love but I don't really have that because born into a Christian family and growing up and being brought up in a Christian home where I didn't really have that first connection where u realised life is not perfect without God and make that decision to follow God. It just happened for me. Well, its hard to explain. I went to church the minute I was born and being expose to it all from the very beginning. I never had the chance to experience that first love.

But, being out of love, reminds me of God's first love, a love I can bounce back on and a love that's always there. It does sound like I'm "married" to God (like how the nuns put it) but its different because I'm still waiting for my Prince and I know he's out there somewhere (maybe slaying dragons and conquering kingdoms HAHA!).

Gosh.. I still can joke. But, I'm okay. We're still great friends. Maybe its better this way.