A cup of tea... anyone?

So glad I went to church today! I almost wanted to skip to go shopping since we've gone to Hillsong during our trip to Sydney. But, the message today was amazing! It was something I needed to hear.

Today, Ps. Mark Conner spoke about "Seasons in Life" since its the last Sunday for the year! OMG. I know. It's so surreal. This year is almost coming to an end! Well, he spoke about the seasons in life eg: Winter, Spring and Summer and Autumn. Also, relating it to the farmer and his harvest. Winter is when the farmer plans and dreams. Spring is when the farmer gets into action and plant. Summer is when the farmer maintains the crop and Autumn is when the farmer reaps his rewards.

Ps. Mark also talked about dreams. It hit me very hard because right now, I don't really have any dreams. I'm just going with the flow and sort of inspecting waters abit here and there. I used to have this dream of becoming an accountant. During college, I was 100% certain that accounting is it! But, now, this dream has died down. I know God put this dream in me but struggles of uni has killed it. And also the boyfriend dream is dying too. I have yet to have a boyfriend and every guy I meet just automatically becomes great guy friends. I mean, not like its bad or anything (sometimes its better than the alternative), its just abit frustrating that this area of my life is abit stagnant and not going anywhere.

I think I'm in the "Winter" stage, planning and strategising. Lord, I want to have dreams again. I want to feel like a little girl with dreams of one day becoming a Princess again. God gives dreams right? God, give me a dream that will one day be a passion of mine and a way to do big things in your kingdom. Amen.