A cup of tea... anyone?

But... what if I don't want to be the shepherd? What if I'm not capable of being the shepherd?

Lord, why did I even bother? WHY WHY WHY did I even bother? when no one even cares! No one even appreciate my efforts!!! It's really pointless.... Why should I even care? when no one gives a damn about what I'm doing!! When everything I'm doing means nothing! Complete utter nothing!! It just infuriates me that no one seems to care when I'm putting so much in! I feel like an idiot. I should just keep quiet and do nothing.

God: Sally, THEY are YOUR sheep. Each and everyone of them are YOUR sheep and YOU'RE the shepherd. They require YOUR care, YOUR love, YOUR guidance. U HAVE to care for them. And a split second, a picture of eerie, dark forest scene with scary trees flashed in my head. And in it was a lost, scared sheep. God asked me, what are u going to do now? YOU'VE been given the role of a shepherd. YOU are supposed to look after them! How are they going to look after themselves?

Sometimes, I hate it when You talk sense into me but it's ALL I needed to hear. Ah wait, lemme rephrase the title: Sheep BELONGS to the shepherd.