okay... maybe I was wrong. Yes, I was wrong (u don't hear that from me everyday ey?). Maybe I've over-reacted. Maybe I just need to loosen up and lighten up and just go with the flow.
Maybe Ivie is right, maybe we'll look back and be grateful for each other. I am starting to feel grateful that he's there. It feels good to have someone take the lead and know that there's someone I can fall back on. I like how he sometimes does things out of the blue that wows me and yeah, I can say it's super nice to have unexpected surprises like that once in a while. Every time, it makes my heart flip and I will smile like nuts when I think about it, seriously, make my day a whole lot better.
It's funny to think he's the person that made me realise how a perfectionist I am. I mean, I've always known I'm a perfectionist but not to an extreme level. It's true, I've forgotten how to be free again. Sometimes, I have to just let go and let him make decisions and do things at his own pace. It isn't easy for me to be the "by-stander" because I'm used to always be the "leader" and always in-control and making sure things are done "perfectly" and according to my standard. But it's something I gotta learn and am still learning.
Lord, I know there's a reason we were put together. I know there are things You want to show me, things that I'm blinded to see about myself and other things. Lord, I want to learn from him. I want us to learn from each other. I want this to be a team with one vision that is to be at Your calling at all times. Lord, help me to trust him more. Amen.
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