A cup of tea... anyone?

I am still very very very very angry at that person. I wrote a post about it but decided not to publish it. I've blocked him on msn and fb. Yep, that's HOW annoyed I am!!! Even reading his replies on email makes my blood boils. Even seeing his name on my inbox makes me roll my eyes in utter disgust. And group tagged photos of him makes me shut my eyes and scroll to the next photo.

I am very annoyed. No joke. I am very pissed off to my bones. He's just a selfish, selfish person. It doesn't matter whose fault it is, I don't care, it's HIS fault!!! I'm the nice one here. Too nice in fact. It is my pitfall for being too nice. And to think I have to pretend that nothing happened in front of him and that it's okay and to hide all my angry emotions and that he can get away with it doubles the fury in me.

No, I am not okay. I'm sorry Lord for coming from a camp of Love and feeling this way. I've been patient enough!! I've sacrifice so much YET! He couldn't care less!! couldn't appreciate me!! and couldn't be there for me!! This is not cool for me. Not cool at all!!