A cup of tea... anyone?

Lord, u ALWAYS reduced me to tears. Overwhelmed tears.

Sometimes, it's just too much to handle. Sometimes, it feels so heavy inside. It feels so breathless, so painful, so tight at the throat and chest. Like last BS, when I reached home, while in my room, I just couldn't control my tears. The weird thing was I was 100% fine before, I was happy, jumpy and lively. BS was a success!! And for no reason, I just broke down and warm tears just gushed out like in a click, without me realizing!! It certainly surprised me, I was like why am I crying for no reason?

Lord, I'm overwhelmed by everything You're doing. Now, I know what the feeling is to have happy, godly tears.

But, then, after crying, I feel so good. Maybe this is how God is helping me to release my emotions. Maybe because I don't know how to feel, how to react, the Holy Spirit just had to get me to feel in a certain way. It's true when you're with God alone, true emotions are on show. True, genuine feelings.

Gosh, I'm crying now. GAH.