A cup of tea... anyone?

I've quit my job.

It is a bitter sweet feeling. *sigh* I feel like crying now. Now, I'm thinking, is this a bad decision? But, it's not a sudden decision. I gave it a long hard thought and decide to stop working. This has got to be the hardest decision ever.

Why u ask?

Because I want to focus on other things, eg: uni and OCF leading, as well as giving myself abit of me time(which has been lacking quite abit). A speaker in church before said this :"Even though some things that You're doing are good things, favourable things in God's eyes, it may not be the right time to do it". This strongly spoke to me. And I take it as word's that God wants me to hear. And I remember someone saying: "if u see no point in what you are doing, then maybe it's a sign that u should stop." Yes, I don't see any point in working there anymore.

But, I want to thank God for giving me this job. I've learned so much from this job, gained so much experience and meeting alot of people from all walks of life. Getting this job was really random. It was my mum who told me about this job and ask me to go and inquire about it. Initially, I didn't want to coz that time was exam season and I was busy with exams and I thought meh, might not get it, why even bother? But, after a few pesterings from mum, I went in and talk to them. And they are like, okay... just submit ur timetable for next sem. and start next week!! Of course, I'm like err... okay.

Also, I want to thank God for the strength. It's very hard to study and work at the same time. It's very exhausting mentally and physically. And thank God for helping me with difficult customers and giving me the motivation (waking up at 6am on a sat is no joke!) and helping me with some issues I had with the baker (in short, we had an argument) and just coping with bad days.

Well, I have another week to go before I officially be unemployed. One door closes, a million door opens right? God, what do u have for me for the next chapter?