A cup of tea... anyone?

Currently... I'm at work almost everyday. Other than waking up at 6am, it's not quite bad. I actually feel more energetic after a days of work. I get free lunch and breakfast, free bread to bring back, earn more money, get to help out around the shop and not be a bum at home. It's not bad really... I feel on a high when customers say "thank you very much for your help". And a similar high when I managed to persuade a customer to buy a cake or manage a customer's cake order.

I FEEL ALIVE AGAIN! It's like I've been born again or someone dug me out of the hole I've been living for the past a month or so. Not like its anything bad, just nice to use my brain again. :D

He is similar to me.

He's shy.
He's quiet until circumstances need him speaking.
He doesn't say much, doesn't talk much.
He makes lame jokes, but again that's what draws him to the crowd.
He thinks too much.
He has alot on his mind yet doesn't share. He just can't be bothered.
He doesn't know how to express himself.
He likes to keep things to himself.
He finds life a routine, a repeat cycle.
He has lots of acquaintances, but a few really really good friends.

He is full of mystery. He's everything like me.

That's what I lay in bed thinking about.

Isn't it amazing to know there's someone out there that's same as you? And more amazing is that u've found him. The down side is u've haven't quite found each other... yet.

When will our paths cross? Maybe it's true that only OPPOSITES attract.

... well 2 weeks ago actually, with Brisbane International, Hobart International, Sydney Medibank, Aami Kooyong Classic and Hopman's Cup at Perth

But, Aus Open grand slam officially begans today!!

Honestly, 5 years in Australia (Melbourne some more), I've never ever been to the grand slam before. I know.... I'm just too lazy. Even though it's just a 45 minutes train ride to the city but I can't be stuff. It's just soo much comfortable watching matches on the tv. I know I should make an effort to go this year since working life is starting soon and would be harder to go once I start working. But... yeah.... give me good weather, $25, and a tennis buddy and I will go.

Oh speaking of which, Maria Sharapova's tennis outfit is cute. I love it!! It doesn't even look like a sports attire, more like a summer dress. Anyway, I tip Henin to win!! She is back!!! :)

I want her hair man! I deliberately chose a straight look because the fact is my hair is straight. She probly have professional hair hairdressers and alot of straightening and hair spray for it to look like that but it's really pretty.



How bout this one? I love her fringe man. That's it!! I'm growing my fringe!
She's Lauren Conrad btw... from the Hills and Laguna Beach.

Gasp! Audrina Patridge! Her hair!!!! I want!!! So sexy!!! I fell in love with her hair the instant I saw her in The Hills. She is just gorgeous!!

And this? Sexy indeed... Oh yeah!! Salute to the eyeliner!


Oh but she looks okay with bangs... My bangs never ever turn out like that. It's always clump up in sections and too thin. I dunno how they do it.

Time to get a hair straightener..... Mum's like... ur hairs straight already! Why torture ur hair with unnecessary damage? But... but... but... I want it straighter!

Btw, I was introduced to this website: BeautyChoice.com. I got sooo excited all of a sudden. The hair straighteners are sooo freaking cheap!!! O.M.G. But unfortunately, I am not a fan of online shopping. Yup. Priceline it is. OH! Chrissy sales might be still on! I hope...

I spent again. I know. This time it's a summer dress. I feel very guilty. Yes, I do. But, it was on 20% sale and I couldn't resist it!!

So... in total, since landed in Aussie, I've brought an eyeliner (sale item), a hair clip, a bag, a scarf (coz it was half price if u get an item before which was the bag), a pair of jeans (half price too!), and finally this dress. Yup. Everything you see on me is either on sale OR half price!

Someone stop me please!

Oh next mission: ankle boots! Oh and how bout those 5 dollar sales at diva?

She just never learn!

Richard is right. I have a job and I should be grateful for it.

We were talking on msn and I was ranting to him how work starts next week and how bored I am with the job. Also, I complained to him how I applied to countless of jobs and hardly get a reply. He replied with "Take it easy. It's not easy to find a job these days. Just enjoy it at the moment while you can."

Yes. At that very moment, I was thinking, wow... that is so right. Why am I feeling so unhappy and complaining about something that maybe half of the world population doesn't have, that is a job. I have a job with flexible hours and secure income and an understanding boss. Sometimes I just forget that God blessed me with this job. Sometimes, it just slipped my mind that this is God's providence.

I don't feel so bad anymore.

Btw, thanks for that Richard. I know you don't read this but I don't want you to either. I had a creepy dream about him last night.

So... everyone I know is either doing internship or doing placement or doing some sort of work. Gah. I feel so lousy. This is the time where I should be doing my internship and get a head start in the business world. Mum asked me why I'm not doing any, I simply told her I didn't apply for it, how to get it then?

I don't know.

A part of me didn't really want to do internship or summer school. I had a rough uni life in '09. It's just so tough that I just couldn't be bothered. And the busyness of everything kinda made me forget about all these things. I just want to focus on the moment and not think about what I needed to do next.

It feels weird that everyone is working but I'm on hols. But then. Work is starting soon. I should enjoy this hols. Since coming back from Msia, I've been sleeping almost 10 hours per day! Just pure bliss!

I just finish watching THE BEST Taiwanese drama of all fricking time!!! It is good! Very very good. I underestimated it. And oh, how wrong was I.

It is sooooo good.

The drama is called Fated to Love You. O!M!G! It is superb!! The storyline is unlike most Asian dramas that revolve around a boy and a girl. The storyline actually made sense!! It is also very funny and some parts are real tear jerker. And awesome acting! The soundtrack is quite simple with only 2 main songs but they change the rhythm and beat to match some scenes but I still quite like it.

I am sooo getting the dvd.

I think my Chinese is getting better after watching this drama coz there weren't any subtitles when I was watching it so I was busy reading the Chinese subtitles. I think my hokkien has improved slightly coz some parts have the dialect, instead of Chinese. HAHA.

Sometimes I feel its hard to ask God for things. I dunno if anyone of you have ever felt like this. It's just so hard to ask. I just cannot bring myself to ask. I feel so selfish to ask for things. I feel it's wrong that I have all this list of things ready to be presented in front of God. It's like a presentation, where you say it once and that's it.

Remember about the job I applied, well, I haven't got a reply for it. A part of me wants to ask God for it but I cannot seem to bring myself to ask for it. It's just so hard to do so. Maybe because I haven't asked for it so nothing is happening? And about him. I want to ask God about it too. But, I just simply don't know how.

It's not like I have cut connections with God. It's just I find it hard to ask God's favor on MY things, yet I find it easy to pray about OTHER people's things. I know that God promises everything we ask. Ask and you shall find is it not? Then, why is it so hard to ask?

It's just so hard to utter the words "God, I need this! I need this NOW! Will You give it to me? Will You just make something happen? I'm desperately in need for that job, that guy, that grade! Will You for once make it happen? I cannot wait any longer! It's killing me within!"

Yes... these are the words I wanted to say, but I cannot bring myself to say it. I fail to say it in every prayer to God. It just leaves me tongue tied every single time.

God, I know You will provide. Lord, help me to learn to wait.

... or maybe they do?

There are sales everywhere... O.M.G, I must resist.

T_T.

I must remind myself its not Ringgit Malaysia anymore but Aussie dollars. Oh noes... I saw alot of pretty things. T_T.

U expect me to walk past all these pretty things? Even stopping myself looking at it TWICE is hard, let alone ignore them.

Officially a shopaholic...