U know those days where u are just so upset that u cannot cry? No matter how hard u squint for tears, it doesn't come? Well... this is how I feel now.
I had a bad day at work. It's days like these where I just think to myself WHY am I still in this job.
And then, I come home to nagging parents, an assignment that is now where close to finish and 5 lecture notes to remember, not to mention a test that I haven't even begin studying. T_T.
God! I cannot stand this anymore. I cannot do this anymore. It's too hard. I'm tired. I have alot on my mind. I don't know what's keeping me from quitting. There is nothing I like about the job. NOTHING!! I can just easily tell my boss and get away from all this stress. I want to concentrate on other things, not occupying my mind about these unnecessary/needless things.
Why am I doing this to myself? I just want to go to sleep now and forget about everything. But, how can I when I have alot to do?? God, u talk about perseverance, I have nothing in me, how can I persevere?
Lord, give me strength. One step at a time. Give me strength to keep up.
Life is great.... isn't it?
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