A cup of tea... anyone?

I'm looking at pics from our cell outing and other cell outing. Gosh... I feel so left out! *sniff* There will be not much of me in pictures during the end of year cell screening. *sniff*

But not turning up was all my fault, my stupid schedule to be exact. I have got work on Sat but I so gladly skipped it as u all probly know I don't give a damn about work. But, all of a sudden, I remember that I've got ROAR duty and no, I cannot skipped it since I skipped it last week to help out with Monash Open Day and we're really short on ROAR volunteers.

Gosh! I'm only a student and I already have all these responsibilities. It feels so unfair!! I'm not even an adult yet! ( I'm not 21 yet!!) and I'm already running around here and there with something that needs to be done. Why can't I be free like the rest?? *sniff* Why can't I have fun like the rest??? *sniff*

They say to children in poverty and neglect that their childhood are being robbed away. I say my "pre-adulthood" has been taken away.

I have a feeling my life will be like that in years to come especially in such competitive business arena where it literally is like the saying "the early bird gets the worm". ( LOL... feeling all poetic today!)

But, I will SUCK IT UP!! After all, it truly is preparation to the tough, unforgiving adulthood and working life.

I'm slowly getting used to all of this...