A cup of tea... anyone?

This song is HOT!!!! SMOKING HOT!!! I cannot get over this freaking HOT song even though I have no clue what the heck they r singing about. It's sooo addictive. Seriously... everything about this video rocks. The beat, dance moves, clothes, singers, makeup, the hot car, CL's hot laugh at the end, the robot dance in the middle etc...

CL is super hot with her mohawk and daring dance moves.
Dara is shocking man... Gangster Dara, never before seen version of her. She's normally the sweet, cute one.
Bom. Bom is sexy man..... with her playsuit.
Minzy. Nice top.... One point she revealed her bra, how hot can it get??

OH and G-Dragon goofing around at 3.20, completes the video.

They have 2 versions of this song, one in street (this one) and space setting. I like this one compared to the other one.

Who would have known girls would look hot in sneakers....

I made a my-version of black forest cake.

Why "my-version"? Coz I use butter sponge instead of chocolate sponge and not cherries but plum jam and I cheated with chocolate ganesh. LOL. The "original" one should be just chocolate sponge, cherries, kirsch (cherry liquor) and double cream. Mine is butter sponge, plum jam, choc ganesh, double cream and choc sprinkles and strawberries as garnish.

It should be yummo. *edit* It is yummo!!! Much like the ones from the bakery but cheaper!! Pictures to come. Btw, it's for my bro's 18th. HAPPY 18th!!!

Man... I should maybe give up accounting and do a culinary certificate or cooking course of some sort.

Btw, I went to aerobics class with mummy in the morning. Since it was my first time, I didn't have to pay anything. Gosh... they were ALL middle aged women. I expect the trainer to look hotter and more toned, but she looked like an average person. LOL. At first, I was like, easy peasy no problemo. BUT! I had trouble following her steps, which explains my lack of hand-eye coordination. AND! I got tired even half way through the first session. LOL.

But, I wouldn't pay for gym sessions. I would rather spend the money on food then that. HAHA. I'm such an irony sometimes. Besides, I (try) to walk home from the bus stop twice per week. AND work is almost like a workout, not to mention uni stress can burn calories too, esp. all those mental/brain killing accounting problems.

Talking in pure Malaysian with my REAL MALAYSIAN cousin on MSN is super awesome.

I use words like

lo
ma
arh
ho
yaloh
NGAITI
liao
d (Msian short form for already)
lah (classic)
leh
meh
got
wan
nia


Yup. I feel all Malaysian again. I wouldn't use those words here, not in civilized Australia since it's obviously broken english but what the heck. Msian to Msian, no harm right??

I just love plain, simple conversations where we can get as casual as we like.

Today. WHAT A DAY!! Today was a complete disaster. Disaster indeed. Wednesday is always a disaster.

On another note, I was reading my FM textbook in the library when I my eyes came across the word or abbreviation "OCF". And my mind immediately switch from the library to the wonders of OCF in R3. lol. It made me happy for one second and then I was like wth... Btw, it reads as Operational Cash Flow. =_="

OH! Happy Chinese Valentines Day!!! I LOVE ALL OF U!!!

I DO remember the legend!!! Well, briefly. It's about a cowherd and a weaver and how they are allowed to only meet once per year (hence the day). Then, some swallows (isit swallows? or some other bird species?) felt pity and sympathetic towards the two as they were missing each other and very unhappy. So the swallows decided to make a pathway for the weaver so she could reach the cowherd. Ah... touching indeed.

I am so frustrated right now. I'm so frustrated with accounting. I cannot cope with this. It's soooo stressful.

WHY?

I can't do one question. I spent the whole frikking night trying to figure how how how to do this stupid thing. I seriously wanna cry now. It's too much. Like seriously. It's so damn HARD. AND! having a strict tutor isn't helping. Like seriously, she checks ur homework and picks on u and humiliates u in the class.

My head hurts everytime. It makes me go insanely insane as proven by this post.

OMG. Accounting. T_T. It is THE pathway to hell. Kids, listen to ME! DON'T DO ACCOUNTING!! If u want to STILL have a life. Seriously.... the money isn't worth all this shit!!

This sucks.

Today, I did my last Saturday shift.

Yup. Finally. FINALLY. FINALLY. It feels like a huge thing lifted of me. I feel great relief. It's not like I hate the Saturday shift, I actually enjoyed it. But, just... it feels great to have my weekend back again. I can go to gym with mummy!!!

As of studies, its slowly catching up to me. There's soooooooo much that needs to be done. Not to mention 2 MST in 2 weeks. Seriously... I feel so helpless. I feel like giving up. I've lost my motivation. I'm just so over studying now.

Sometimes I asked myself whether all this is worth it, whether "killing" myself over a degree is worth it. I know, such a stupid rhetorical question as the answer is an obvious yes. I am worried about everything. I dunno why. I do enjoy what I learn, I'm interested with everything my course offers that is if there isn't any assessments or exams. But sadly, it isn't called a degree for nothing. They really make u work hard for it. I'm scared I won't cope with all of this. I'm worried of slacking off. I guess failing twice in 2 consecutive semesters has downgraded my confidence. But again, everyone tells me that I'm a paranoia and I get worried about absolutely nothing.

Sigh... I hate studying. T_T That's why I am seriously contemplating on switching from double degree to double major.

Somehow I wish I can get through this semester without even having to do any work but again, I know... such thinking would be detrimental.

Can u feel the love tonight??



YES I CAN! ^_^



Gah! I cannot wait till next week. It's too long. The thought of it is torturous BUT it is ok. Surprisingly, it gives me something to look forward to. The thought of it just makes me smile deep inside.

Ironic much?? Keke...

Milo bun.

A soft roll and abit of margarine and a whole slob of milo!! YUM!!

ZOMG! Beats anything! Beats nutella too and I'm not ashamed to say that!!

It cures all cravings and cost just about nothing. Just open the pantry, get a roll from the bakery (for me free la!) and...

WAHLAH! 5 minutes of pure indulgence.

NPMM was a new experience for me.

I am blown away by it all. Funny, I was very eager to go. I didn't put much thought into deciding whether to go or not, it was more like a spontaneous decision. And u know how indecisive I can be.

Even though we got in late, I could immediately sense a "spiritual" rush once we entered the place, quite like opening a hot oven with gushing hot air at ur face. That's how it felt, sudden, unexpected embrace of spiritual energy. Actually, I was quite tired. I'm always tired during OCF. LOL, try asking everyone and they will agree too. But, just entering the place brought back much needed energy.

Well, NPMM is a time where all the OCF centres come together to pray, all in the name of missions. So, what we did was we prayed for the different countries, mainly in the Asian region. When we came to Malaysia, I just couldn't contained it. It's true what they say, once ur a Malaysian, ur a Malaysian forever regardless. Seeing the Malaysian flag after soooo long reminded me of the nation I grew up with. It reminded me of the family esp. my aunt and my grandma who are not with us anymore. I had flashbacks of different events, different people, friends, "not-so" friends, teachers, GB, church.

In short, I have never never never had such experience before. It is very indescribable. It was like a fire burning, a sensation in my chest. Quite a supernatural experience. It's just a rush of everything. At one point, I didn't think I could consume everything, all the spiritual emotions and everything. It was an overflow of everything.

How great God can be huh?

Jealousy is an evil creature.

Why can't I look at couples and celebrate their love?

Why can't I look at HD students and congrats them for a hard work repaid?

Why can't I look at KPMG interns and smile at their big break into the corporate world?

Why do I smirk at barbie doll girls?

Why do I cringe at people who have exceptional talent?

Why... when all of those are God given things???


Jealousy... sometimes I do not realise ur evil claws. SHHOOO......

I'm looking at pics from our cell outing and other cell outing. Gosh... I feel so left out! *sniff* There will be not much of me in pictures during the end of year cell screening. *sniff*

But not turning up was all my fault, my stupid schedule to be exact. I have got work on Sat but I so gladly skipped it as u all probly know I don't give a damn about work. But, all of a sudden, I remember that I've got ROAR duty and no, I cannot skipped it since I skipped it last week to help out with Monash Open Day and we're really short on ROAR volunteers.

Gosh! I'm only a student and I already have all these responsibilities. It feels so unfair!! I'm not even an adult yet! ( I'm not 21 yet!!) and I'm already running around here and there with something that needs to be done. Why can't I be free like the rest?? *sniff* Why can't I have fun like the rest??? *sniff*

They say to children in poverty and neglect that their childhood are being robbed away. I say my "pre-adulthood" has been taken away.

I have a feeling my life will be like that in years to come especially in such competitive business arena where it literally is like the saying "the early bird gets the worm". ( LOL... feeling all poetic today!)

But, I will SUCK IT UP!! After all, it truly is preparation to the tough, unforgiving adulthood and working life.

I'm slowly getting used to all of this...

What to do with a $50 Westfield gift card???

I was thinking of spending it on my Thanksgiving outfit. Yup, the organised freak I am, already thinking miles ahead.

Today is a real bad day for me. The day was really bad that at one point I found myself unconsciously singing to Daniel Powter's Bad Day. wth. I surprised myself sometimes too.

First, I missed the shuttle bus by a minute. What makes things worst was that I purposely wake up at 6.30 just to catch that bus and it didn't wait for me. As a result, I was late to my lecture. The next bus came 20 minutes later and the traffic was horrendous in the morning. In plain, the ride was very depressing but I managed to sleep a while.

Then, I had to see my Corp law lecturer to discuss why I failed it last semester. I swear I could just cry right there. But, I'm glad I went to see her and how helpful she was. It was really a step to get over this.

And then, I prepared for the wrong tute. I feel so freaking DUMB. I thought I had Company Reporting tute. But turns out it was Fin Mgmt. Darn. But, thank goodness the tutor didn't ask me anything. OH! Someone in my tute looks like Kim Bum!!! I was staring at him for quite a while and then it just struck me. He looks familiar. I had an "ah yes" and "omg" moment with myself.

*sigh* I comforted myself with a custard tart. So tired now.

I am an Accounting student with an unBALANCEd life. Yup. That spells D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R.

Finally week 3. Getting back onto the study rollercoaster is quite hard. I've been trying to push myself when there's no force behind me. Procrastination. Ah... the depression of it.

I'm thinking of volunteering for the design team for E-night. But, I'm not sure with my busy as schedule where I barely have enough time for myself. It would be a challenged trying to fit another major responsibility. But, it's the one that appeals to me the most. I will pray about it still.

I've heard others say that I am shy. I am NOT SHY. I can talk non-stop if u like. It's just u catch me at the wrong time. But nvr mind, shy is good. At least I have a supposedly reason not to say anything right??

My Mp3 died. :( It died with all my Jay Chow songs. Not funny ok? How am I supposed to sleep without his songs??? HOW???? :( How am I supposed to wait for the bus, in the dark and cold without his songs?? Emo.

I want to get a hair straightener. A mini one maybe. LOL.

Someone I know just got dumped by her boyfriend. It kinda makes me think how superior human power is to have one thing by a click of a finger and decide to leave in a hand flick coz u had enough. And this superior power once again recites in the male kind. Get back to ur own two feet again girlfriend!! The world is an ocean of endless possibilities!!

That's all.

I've finished Coffee Prince. O.M.G I L.O.V.E IT!! I cannot get enough of it!!! I wish I have a boyfriend like Choi Han Kyul. He knows how to treat a lady. *screams* Gah!! It's soooo cute and romantic and soooo sweet. I melt at all their sweet scenes. It's too too sweet. I love a happy ending. I love K dramas coz they all have happy endings.

Now, every time I make a coffee at work, I will think of Coffee Prince and smile. LOL.

I went over to Sarah's apartment and stayed the night over. Then, next morning I head off to Monash Open Day. Then, I went back to her apartment after my shift is done.

I want an apartment like that and a boyfriend like Choi Han Kyul where I can cuddle up on the couch. Saying so, my life would be complete. Yes, no, can u repeat the question?