A cup of tea... anyone?

Let's see... uni, uni and more uni. I've got my uni things organized. I love my timetable coz I have Monday and Tuesday off!! I'm only working on Saturday for the next 3 weeks and then my boss is going to reshuffle everything. So, that is a plus.

I've been watching Coffee Prince on youtube. It's a smashingly awesome Kdrama. The soundtrack could be better. But I love the lines, its different to the rest. It's about this girl who pretends to be a boy to work in this coffee shop. The coffee shop is called "Coffee Prince" (hence the title) and only employs guys to work there. During the time working there, the manager falls in love with this girl but always thought the girl is a "he". Hence, he starts questioning his sexuality. I still dunno the ending as I am half way through. I'm going to get scolded very badly by my brother for using up the internet credit. Gosh...

Anyway, I better get a head start for uni. :)

Btw, my brother has started on his honours program. I am sooo proud of him. So, recently, he's been spending his time in the MIMR lab (at Clayton Medical Centre) working on his stem cell research project. It's very weird coz he is usually out the door before I wake up and back when I've gone to bed. LOL. I am glad to see how good God is working in his life. All our prayers have been answered coz initially he didn't make the cut but his appeal was successful so really want to thank God for that. Next, I'll be praying for a girlfriend for him. LOL.

Company Reporting lecturer in her own words:


"You all look

happy, smiley, lovey, duvey and cheerful...

by the time u get to week 7,

u would look

frail, pale and tired,

wishing u were never here..."


And that's only week 7??? What will happen by the end of it all? We will be dead and gone?? *cue TI and JT's dead and gone music*

Words of wisdom turned into words of discouragement. Yup.

There must be more to life.......





or this is it?????????

Yesterday, kids church was a blast.

I had a go at the announcements. Fun times, especially interacting with the kids and doing the birthday song There weren't any visitors which was a huge bum for me. There was this one girl who got so upset and wanted to go back to see her mum but eventually stayed till the end. I guess kids church is that exciting huh?

U Wen came to do the Bible story. I must say he's good looking. Tall and dark and specs. HAHA. Funny... he looks better in person than in pictures. The way he spoke to the kids was quite intriguing. I thought he would have a deeper Aussie accent but no, but its still very ABCish tho.

Yes... I do analysed people.

Btw, I'm STILL searching for Jay Chow's Secret. I went to BH yesterday but couldn't find it. I guess I'll wait till I go back to Msia. But, given the circumstances, I'm not even sure if I can go back this year. T_T. I have got this whole list of to do things and now, by the looks of it I might need to postpone it. T_T.

Anyways... 2 more days till uni starts.

*sigh* I need to be ready for another crazy semester. But I am not!!! I am not ready.... Good thing is I have 2 more days to be emo, then, I need to chuck all my emotions out the window and storm ahead.

Yup, storm ahead it is.

I needed time to suck it all up. I thought it might take longer for me but I do surprise myself at times. It's slowly sinking in.

I hate hearing other's success. I envy them, all their success. When I look at myself, I don't understand why I'm such a failure. I feel like a bum. A huge bum.

It's gonna suck.

God, I hate when u change all my plans. U know I'm an organisation freak. I like things to be prefect, in order. Now that You've messed up my plans, I dunno what to do, I dunno what lies ahead.

I can only suck it all up.

Morning, I woke up. Swollen eyes. Spinning head. If u look at me now, I look like a living corpse.

I wake up hoping everything was a huge nightmare but no, it is real. It is happening. It is part of my pathetic life. Don't u just hate that feeling?

I have to pick myself up.

It sucks.

But, I have to. I don't want to but I have no other choice.

I need to pick myself up asap.

God help me.

SO... FREAKING UPSET!!!!



S.H.I.T is the word....



End of story. Chocolate will get me through this. And abit of shopping. And abit of pumping music in my ear.


I just want to dig a deep deep deep hole and live there forever.

:'''''''(

I feel like a stalker.

O.M.G.

I am a stalker.

It's not my fault that someone doesn't understand the importance of the term "private profile".

So... technically, I am free to do whatever I want.

HAHA. This is the result of having too much time and nothing to do.

I just weighed myself. Holy crap!! :( This says it all.

CRAP

CRAP

CRAP

Alright... enough of the crap. My mission now is to lose 10kg before my Msian holiday. I'm signing up to gym classes starting Saturday. Oh, and that means no more custard tarts! T_T

But, I will do this.

For my health and also to regain my hotness and also to prove those pathetic relatives how wrong their judgments were.

This is it. A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. :)

ROAR started today. :) I had a fun time doing face painting for the kids!!!

I need to stop being emo.

Looking at the kids today, they are so free, so easy. That's what I missed about being a kid, its the freedom to do ANYTHING, no hurdles, no obstacles no OBJECTIONS etc... Just free like a bird.

They are soo carefree, no worries, no problems, no RESPONSIBILITIES whatsover. They don't need to make decisions or choices. They just go with the flow and take whatever comes. I guess as we grow older and mature, "relax" and "take it easy" is not much of a thing in our system now. It's more of a take and run kinda thing.

It was good to see all the kids again. Btw, there is another reason why I'm excited about kids church. Go figure!!

My uncle brought me 2 boxes of paint. TQVM! Now, I can paint. :)

Love this Remix. Hot guys. Great song. Great moves. Can u believe most of the guys are around my age, eg. 20ish??? Darn. They look much older.

I need to learn Korean. Kaka...

Back from Adelaide.

It was quite a stressful trip, mainly because we were rushing every single time. And mum was giving me the shyts the whole time. We went around Adelaide CBD .The transport ticket is ridiculously cheap and the weather is absolutely fab!!! Why can't Melbourne weather be like Adelaide?? Their winter is like autumn or pre-spring!!!

Then, we went to a German village, it was very cute!!! We had German sausages for lunch, it was yum!!! The cakes look familiar to me coz I work in a German bakery... HAH, hence, I didn't get anything.

Then.... long long LONG train trip back to Melbourne. I slept on and off the whole way back. It's quite relaxing actually, much much better than plane coz there's pretty things outside the window. And quite educational as well, coz there was voice over of information about various towns, like a tour kinda thing. :)

Did u know the town of Ararat was a Chinese settlement????

But, I'm very happy to come back to Melbourne. Even, arriving back into Victoria alone is pure joy!! Victoria, the place to be!!! :)

The Swine flu is starting to worry me. I don't even know how this thing started!!! At first, it didn't look that serious even though there were over 200 cases here in Melbourne and almost 7 deaths in Australia. I thought everyone was making a huge fuss over nothing but its starting to worry me.

GM who went to camp with us over the weekend was checked with swine flu in the airport when he went back to Singapore. He's from OCF Caulfield and there were 2 Caulfield people in the same bunk with me. OH MAN. The chances of contraction is quite high, especially if u have previous contact with the "Swine flu victim".

The thing I'm worried now is going through the airport tomorrow to take my morning flight to Adelaide. What if I got check as positive swine flu??? That is going to be super scary. That's why I'm half freaking out now. Plus, my brother is complaining of back pain. Mum's really worried now. And when she's worried, she nags and complains non-stop.

I hope I can passed the gates with ease. Speaking of passed, next week results will be out. I am sooo freaking scared. So very.

I HAVE TO PACK AGAIN!!! DUH!!!

Another stressful entry... I am so very extremely sorry.

Today, I went into the city with mum. It's been soooo long since I've been into the city.

It was good to be in the midst of oceans of people. I love love love the small walkways in the city!!! It's so so so chic!!! Especially the very vintage looking cafes and glamourous boutiques on both sides of the walkway, so uber cool!!! We went to mum's office at RMIT and then to the RMIT library coz mum needed to borrow some books.

There were sales everywhere. T_T It's like ur on a high when u see a markdown item and then a depressing low when u cannot get ur hands on it. I have to save up for my Adelaide trip DAMN IT!!!

Mum and I went for Vietnamese lunch. It was good. But the lychee drink was a huge rip off, it was nothing but ice, syrup and water and a few longans. Super rip off man!!! Mum said its only worth nothing but 20 cents. But other than that, I'm sure to go back again. Food was delish!

I also handed in my hours to my boss. I'm quite anxious actually. I need to get less hours, I need to!!! I don't care what day I work I just need less hours DAMN IT!! I've been praying about it, God should do something. It needs to work this time but no, I'm not putting huge expectations on it. Remember... expectations leads to behaviour from camp?? I'll just take what I can get. But, negotiations is always doable if all else fails. :)

Ok... this is a stressful entry. *breath* Tomorrow I will be helping out with International enrolment at Caulfield. Time to sleep early. :)

I WANT TO SCREAM RIGHT NOW!!! Seriously... why can't these people give me a break. Stop talking over me!!! I need to chill!!!

Anyway, just got back from winter camp.

My review? It's okay, not bad.

The speakers were very very good. That was the best bit. OMGsh, one advice I would give others attending such camps is to bring packets of tissues coz really, I bet you that one session is sure to leave you with tears, uncontrollable spritual tears. Worship was awesome, the Clayton team pulled it off very well. The food could be better, perhaps 7/10, especially the late night supper. I wished we had more time with our cells like more activity as a cell and more group discussion but other than that was alright. To be honest, I didn't have much expectation of the camp. Actually, I signed up quite reluctantly. I have no idea why, just that there wasn't any excitement, nothing jumped up to me. Infact, I signed up only 2 weeks before camp.

The difference between WC and EC was that I made the effort to mix with people. I tried to be as friendly as possible, like a simple hello or good morning or smile just to struck a conversation. I had conversations everywhere, while waiting for the loo or the lunch line or couch conversations or bed conversations or by the wood fire. HAHA. I got to have heart to heart talks with few people. So, that was good. Also, I was able to get to know some people from OCF Clayton that I never had a chance to talk to. So, that was good.

So, all in all, I did have a good time. I did have a deeper encounter with God. God brought me back. It definitely created some questions in my mind. I have built friendships that I know will last.

I went for my haircut. It looks quite flat actually. But, from the distance, it looks alright. But, I know I'll be fine after a shower. It better better better look good after the shower or else winter camp over the weekend will be a huge drag.

I met lady boss after the cut, it was very very awkward. I cannot emphasise how awkward it was. I tried to pretend, like I always did but it all fails. And, yup, the awkward conversation. GAH.

Speaking of which, I need to tell my boss of times I can work. I am very very tempted to lie about my hours but, I will respect him and commit to my integrity. *sigh* It's sooo hard, on one hand I feel so gutted if I have to work long hours but at the same time, I feel very bad if I lie about it. GAH. I have to pray about it. God, please for once, be good to me. Pretty please?

Then, we went to Harvey Norman coz mum wanted to check out the couches. Then home. I need to pack for Winter Camp. For some reason, I'm not very excited about this camp. It's more of a mixture of excitement and anxiousness. HAH. I hope they have heaters there. Whoever is sharing room with me will really have to put up with my sneezing and block nose and maybe snoring? LOL.

To emphasise on the title, JAY CHOW IS SMEXY. He sang in Taiwanese dialect for one of his old songs. OMGsh... hotness meter magnify by 10 times. His voice is soooo freaking sexy. The mumbling makes it 10 times sexy. Don't even try to argue with me, no, I'm serious, don't.

So... work today wasn't bad, it was alright. I made the prefect latte. It had the prefect foam. Normally, I had to scoop up excess foam to create the prefect latte but today, no scooping, I got the prefect layer of foam, so that was good. Now I'm working on my latte art. I made an apple once, out of accident of course. HAHA.

What's better? I got my pay, accumulated from the last time I stopped. It is quite alot given I took time off for quite some time. HAHA.

WEEeeee....... I can go for my haircut tomorrow. Be gone lousy hair!!! I haven't decide on a haircut yet. I'll just randomly pick one from the mags tomorrow at the hairdressers. OH. I need to decide on a hairdresser to go to. CRAP. I just want something sexy, no more cute cuddly anymore. HAHA. Something different. But, hey!! Sexy can be cute at the same time too!! I'm too "good" to be sexy. LOL. It must be long enough coz I want to feel my hair, I NEED TO FEEL MY HAIR!! If not, feels sooo baldy. No, no, perming or dyeing please...

I recently started to moisturize again. Exams has taken a toll on my beauty care. I brought deodorant from Priceline. I was very tempted to buy the Rimmel eyeliner which was marked down due to the mid year sales but I refrain coz I don't think I look good with eyeliner. It makes my eyes look small.

I'm downloading more songs to my mp3 to listen during Winter Camp. I have a feeling I'll be very quiet on camp. LOL. Maybe... if I don't feel like talking to anyone.